
My poor cello was languishing in the corner of my studio for 6 months. All four strings were loose and hung limp off the pegs.. the listless bridge shifted as I tried to pull things back upright into position. One snapped D string later, I knew it was time to take my poor, neglected friend…




by Barbara Bamber | justasmidgen
Your measuring spoons are so nice!
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I went through a rollercoaster of emotions when reading this post, Smidge ! And it’s so true that your true passions never die completely – and how great that you have so many passions that you can devote your time to. We benefit because we get all these amazing inspirational recipes and ideas from you. Maybe one day you could share a recording of you playing the cello ?

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My friend, everything in your post was so true. Honestly, you describe the loss and regaining of passion so wonderfully!
If it is true, it never really dies
Beautiful and delicious recipe to top it off too!
Cheers
CCU
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The pictures of those blood orange curd tarts seem to have been done with passion, so all’s well, I guess:)
So well written, I too would love to hear a recording of you playing the cello.
I have a similar relationship to my fiddle!!! I need to try to play the mountains, the sea, the swaying grass. Beautiful (as usual!). xox
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Beautifully written and the blood orange tarteletts look amazing!
Cello, I can see you as a cello playing girl … instrument that suits you – so glad that you will be playing again.
Your tart’s are pretty as ever … *smile
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These look so divine and precious…you have made me literally want to grab one thru the screen♥
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Though the outcome was different, I can so relate to your lament here. When I was much younger I found solace and fulfillment in painting — my art. When children came along and the twists and turns of life took me away from that deep longing satisfied, my brushes lay dry and deserted. Few people even knew of the sidelined dream. My family required food, so I cooked. Solace found a new home of expression. Fast forward some 20+ years later, close friends got together and bought paint and canvas and wrapped it in encouragement to return to my first love. Their sentiment was so touching, so deeply personal.
I sat down to meld lines with brush stroke only to realize the skill and verve for this beautiful act of passion had been lost. I grieved only momentarily. The exercise taught me “My passion was never lost, it had just found new pathways to wander.” And that I had precious and dear friends who really saw me, knew me, and cared about my dreams–what a tremendous gift.
Oh, love your blood orange curd tarts too!
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I didn’t know that about you, Judy! You really have found a wonderful new passion, I love your site and recipes. Your food photography truly is art! xx
I think there is a lesson for me here as well Smidge. So glad that you shared this. I’m going to have to reread and take a ponder over things quietly this evening. There is something in this story that is resonating with me. And those tarts look fantastic – a browned butter tart shell?! Yum!
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Thank you, Sibella xx
Such pretty little tarts!
What sweet little tarts and I really love that they are so small, bite-size. How pretty.
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What a great message! I have a friend who often says she feels guilty for not devoting time to all her numerous hobbies – I think I will direct her to this post because you have got it right! Don’t feel guilty – instead feel great that you are fulfilled by everything else you are doing
Love the browned butter in the tart crusts. Brilliant!
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I’m so glad to read, Barb, that you and your cello have “reunited,” for lack of a better word. I imagine it like meeting up with an old friend, a very satisfying experience. These tart shells, made with brown butter, sound fantastic! Such a great way to fill them, too. You always write such wonderful posts, Barb, but this one was exceptionally so. A real pleasure to read.
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Smidge serendipity indeed!!! I didn’t know that you play cello? That’s wonderful. I think you’re my hero
Sometimes it’s good to walk away for a bit, you know? Especially when you need to whip up a batch of GORGEOUS blood orange curd tarts! These photos are STUNNING! You go girl. I have the same spoons too xx
That video about Instagram cracked me up. So exciting about the cello, once you brush the dust off your fingers perhaps a video can find its way on the blog! Yummmmmm to these tarts!
Your work is So so beautiful, i crept in today .. as you remember for some reason your site swamped my old computer, so with this little new one I have tip toed in and VOILA! we are back in business and while i was away your work has just got more and more beautiful.. you are truly gifted.. now darling, are you terribly far from canmore? i am going there in july to my eldest sons wedding.. will it be cold?..what shall i wear? love love and so thrilled to be back in touch.. your old blogging friend celi
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Lovely little tarts! I’m thinking that these tart shells will be delicious filled with fresh picked strawberries and blueberries. Thank you for the inspiration!
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I want a few of these for my dessert right now! I just love the tart shells. I can imagine how the browned butter provides such a nutty flavor and that they would go great with lots of different fillings.
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Your cello was not lost or abandoned. Your cello was just waiting for you patiently like a long lost friend. Sometimes life is like this we get busy , work, family and other obligations and we completely neglect the things that we really are passionate about. Don’t lose your passion.
Delicious little tarts. Take care, BAM
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I’m so glad you’re getting back into the cello but I do understand periods of absolute frenzy and other times of the instrument gathering dust. You have so much going on in your life and so many talents, I can just imagine you having an impossible juggling act fitting in time for everything xx
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“Play the contour of the mountains.” These words are going to stay with me today.

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Love your message here. It falls right into my Aries nature and it’s nice to have a positive look on how I can move through different projects:)
And the video is a hoot.
xx wendy
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It’s just wonderful how things seem to fall together and your old ‘love’ of playing can be part of your life once again. Timing and Divine Intervention probably woven together…Diane
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Beautiful images – I love the idea of blood orange curd.
Your little pale orange tarts look delicious…a perfect little bite of goodness.
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I hope I wasn’t too late to be of benefit in clicking on the video! And I loved what you had to say about creativity being fulfilled in other ways that perhaps have prevented you from having the same passion for your cello. I’ve had similar questions. I don’t play the piano with the same amount of time and attention as I have for my whole life, but I can’t be as attentive to absolutely everything I find fulfilling. I’ll have to think more about that!
The tarts look just wonderful, Smidge! I must make them at some point. They strike me as very good to serve at a tea! 

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Those tarts look amazing, I loved how you shaped them
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I felt the same way as I shifted into writing. Now I know this is what I am supposed to do!
Good for you!
Gorgeous colour..it reminds me of champagne, absolutely beautiful.
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It was just the right time Barb, just the right time. And look at this tart. I think I would eat a bunch of these and deny I ate them lol. That’s how good they look.
You are so wise – I totally agree that creativity can be satisfied in many ways. I grieve sometimes for the creative stuff I don’t have time to do…but the truth is, one simply cannot do everything. Even if one wants to! So…I have zero scrapbooks, my rubber stamps languish in a big bin, and I haven’t touched the piano in more than a year. BUT…I have a book that I’ve written!

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I am full parenting mode with my young family and I’ve had to set aside several of my passions since there just isn’t time for it all. I hope to pick those things up later on. There’s a time for everything, I suppose.
Your little tarts are simply captivating, especially the way you’ve styled your photos.
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Such needed wise insight in this Smidge! Thank you for it! I (very) recently have been grappling with similar feelings – was counseled by my also-wise husband on how to reframe and see differently – and your words here are the (always lovely) icing on the cake. Wishing you abundant joy, refreshment and passion in your time away! xoxo
Those brown butter tart shells look so lovely! I am adding to my list to make this summer. Your blog is just amazing!!
daisy
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Now I’m curious about how your tarts taste and feel like. They look amazing – the creamy colourful filling really makes a nice contrast.
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