I have always had a passion for anything French… it began in 4th Grade with the formal introduction of M. et Mme Patapouf and Monsieur Thibeault. Oh, how I adored “la langue française” and worked feverishly to decode what was written. I fervently, no, painstakingly studied numbers to 20 and lists of nouns and verbs.
“Tragiquement”, it was sympathetically revealed by my consoling teacher, my marks just did not align with my passion and it was (oh so subtly) hinted at that I just didn’t have “the knack”. The following semester, my French option was usurped by Home Economics.. baking and sewing.
In another instance, years later, I would inquire of my accomplished lute-playing, Professor of Music friend the feasibility of my taking up a stringed instrument. “C’est absurde,” I was told, “Stringed instrument instruction must begin when one is 4 years old.” And so, “naïvement confiants”, my musical aspirations and longings were shelved indefinitely.
It was then I determined, “If my grandfather painted, even took art classes with Eli Bornstein (see his painting below)
and my mother paints glorious landscapes laden with flowers..
therefore,” I deduced, “I must be… a painter!” For a few years I bathed in oil rich canvases, watercolored papers and sketches…
And yet…
music quietly abided in me..waiting… a beautifully dressed wall-flower standing in the wings just longing to be asked to dance.
Until one day, in the depths of winter, I began to muse…
“Must one be born with a “knack” for things… an innate talent, gifted from our parents?”
“Absurdité”, I thought, and decided to just go for it and throw caution to the wind…
Within a day I had rented a cello, found an instructor and booked my first lesson… everyone thought I had gone mad. After four (or is it five) years of bliss… my cello and I have been “les amoureux inséparables”. It would be remiss not to acknowledge that my first instructor, Bruce Radmacher gave me hope and my second, Kirill Kalmykov, won’t allow me to give up hope. I am so fortunate to have found these inspirational teachers…
Playing my cello resonates for me… it is “mon coeur”.
Perhaps I was a musician in another life…
What do I think now? That if one has the passion and desire, and is willing to work ’til the ends of the earth, you must believe… that anything is possible…
I occasionally wonder.. what if I had kept my French language option? Well, that’s a door I haven’t opened… yet! I still dabble a bit in “French”… by traveling to Paris, then driving through the Provence region, sipping French wines and, of course, there is “la cuisine française”..
Today, I have for you my own “twist” on Laura Calder’s lovely dish “Tourtière with a Twist”. Canada, specifically Quebec, has the bragging rights for this “pâté à la viande” or “meat pie”. Imagine layers of fluffy butter pastry replete with a stuffing of braised meats seasoned with savory, sage, cinnamon and thyme.
Usually constructed as a pie, Laura has wrapped her filling in a pretty pastry log… and I’m going with her inspired version. It’s so much prettier to serve and perfect for Christmas. It’s also wildly popular at New Year’s… but I say…“qui se soucie”.. make it whenever you wish!
p.s. I also swore I’d never give up trying to making pie crust… and today… success!
- 1 pound (450g) ground pork
- 1/2 pound (225g) extra-lean ground beef
- 1 large onion, diced
- 2 cloves garlic, chopped
- 2 tsp savory
- 2 pinches ground cloves (optional)
- 1/2 tsp cinnamon
- 1/2 tsp sage
- 1/2 tsp thyme
- salt and pepper
- 6 tablespoons (50g) spelt (or regular) bread crumbs
- 1 recipe savory tart dough (below)
- milk, for brushing
- Make your pastry dough (see recipe below) ahead and refrigerate.
- In a large bowl, mix thoroughly the pork, beef, onion, and just the seasonings.
- Pour 1/2 cup of water into a large saute pan. Heat until water just begins to boil then add the meat mixture. Cover and continue to simmer until the meat is cooked. Lift the lid occasionally to break apart any clumps. Uncover and continue to cook until all liquid is absorbed. This should take about 20 minutes.
- Once the meat is cooked, remove it from the heat and stir in the spelt bread crumbs. Check the seasonings and allow to cool completely.
- Heat the oven to 400°F.
- Lightly flour your surface then roll out one of your pastry disks. Gently shape into a rectangle about 1/8” thick, turning and flouring the surface as you go so it doesn’t stick.
- Spoon half of the meat mixture down the center, heaping in the middle and leaving about 1” at the ends. Tuck in the ends, then fold up the center and press to stick together. Where the corners are thick with pastry, using a sharp knife or scissors, cut off excess pastry. Make sure everything is pinched closed and flip over onto a baking sheet lined with silpat or parchment paper.
- Using excess pastry, roll and cut out shapes as desired. Cut slashes into the top wth a sharp knife.
- Repeat with remaining pastry to make a second Tourtiere log.
- Brush the tops with milk to ensure a golden crust.
- Bake until the pastry is crispy and lightly browned. This should take approximately 25 minutes.
- Slice and serve warm or at room temperature.
Galette Pastry
This is from Laura Calder’s book, “French Taste”. It is a pastry recommended for use on any tart that is baked on a baking sheet, without using a tart mold.
- 2 1/4 cups flour
- 1/2 tsp salt
- 1 cup cold, unsalted butter, cut into pieces
- 1/3 cup ice-cold water, plus extra as needed
- Put the flour and salt in a medium-sized bowl. Whisk to blend.
- Using a knife, cut butter into the flour mixture. Using your fingers, gently and quickly pinch the flour to make a crumb mixture. I finished using a pastry cutter, briskly cutting until a crumb mixture forms. Make a well in the center of this mixture.
- Quickly pour the water into the well, quickly blend together using your fingers to create a dough that just sticks together. Because flour types vary, I had to sprinkle added ice water to get mine to come together. Do not over mix as this will toughen your pie-crust.
- Separate into two and form each into a disk shape. Wrap snugly with plastic wrap and refrigerate. Chill for at least 15 minutes before rolling out.
Uncanny! I started playing fiddle at forty (I’m now 44). I thought, what am I waiting for? I found a great teacher and—I can’t say it’s been easy, but it is so satisfying. Tonight I’ll play with my daughter (who now plays too) in a recital at a local hall. I am playing Da Slockit Light with two other women. Our teacher will play the deep low harmony with us. The harmony part is cello-like and so beautiful. In January I start French night classes—also something that has waited too long! Here’s to passions.
Oh, I adore this… I’ve met a few other teachers here and now a fellow musician! I love the fiddle! You are so fortunate to play with your daughter. I love my orchestra but am ready now for a small ensemble I think. Yes, cheers to passions!!
Que lastima! (what a pity!) I didn’t take French in school and now have such a longing to speak it, in sultry tones with lips semi-pursed, just so, like only the French seem capable! 😉 You, once again, and so often these days, inspire me Smidge! How beautiful you are playing cello, and how pretty your Tourtière! (however one pronounces it!) Bravo!
Thanks for translating your French remarks… and I can just see you, Spree… lips semi-pursed, whispering french food words to your future television audience:) Thanks,this is so wonderful coming from someone who inspires me daily!
Teachers should teach not defeat. A harsh word by a teacher can last a lifetime, just as would an encouraging one. Glad you found encouragement when you chose the cello. And the 3 examples of your family’s art are beautiful! That’s some gene pool!
Ok, just on your blog.. and what a heavenly repository for a gene pool of recipes! You’ve learned from the best and I love how you’ve documented it for, well, forever! This is such a motivating place to be..
John’s so right! I knew from the beginning of my 2 decades *attempting* to be a teacher that I wasn’t born for greatness there, so I adopted the Hippocratic attitude of ‘first, do no harm’ and tried to work my way up from there! I knew/know far too many people who have been thwarted by thoughtless critics, often teachers, to want to do any such thing. I know for certain from reading your blog that you are clearly a gifted teacher, so you will have accomplished what I never could in that realm!
Glad you allowed yourself to take up the cello — and to paint and to study French. There are many wonderful things to do in life and it is good to do as many of them as you are called to do. I play music, sing, write, cook and paint, although no one encouraged me to paint but me — I just wanted to do it. Music is a big part of many people’s happiness. And that meat-pastry thing looks tasty!
Wow, Sharyn, you are very busy yourself… what kind of musical instrument do you play? It’s so much fun, isn’t it! Music can moves not just the audience, but the musician… I love that about playing..
These days, I mostly play guitar when I play. I have played fiddle, Celtic harp, recorder and piano, but I’ve played guitar the longest and find it the most useful because I can sing and play at the same time more easily than with the other instruments. I sing a capella even more often than I play the guitar and I’ve been in a painting phase since August.
What a great story, you’re always smiling so big in your photos! Great recipe too.
Lol, that’s because I’m just so darn happy these days, doing the stuff that I love!
Wow … I love this post it’s soooo inspirational. What a shame that you were not encouraged to keep up your French at school as you loved it so much. Talent obviously runs in the family as all three paintings are beautiful. It is great to hear about your passion for playing the cello. Oh and naturellement I love the Repettos.
My mom and gramps were/are the best… She’s my role-model, very few days go by that she isn’t in her studio painting.
Oh… repettos… sigh…
You are so beautiful. I admire what you have done. How I wish(ed) to listen to you while you are playing your Cello. It is always so exciting and so impressive to meet such a people like you… You said right, there is always a way for our desire and passion… Maybe we ask ourselves why didn’t happen in the past, why now… (at least I ask now) :)… Because there is time for everything as it is written in famous poetical lines… Thank you dear Barbara, I want to say congratulations for all these things, I do believe there is a time for French language too… And you seem so beautiful with your cello too. But your beauty reflects from your heart… How I wish everybody to read your post, I am sure you will be an inspiration for some of us. Blessing and Happiness, with my love, nia
Nia, you are so right on this.. this has all played out as it was meant to be. Who knows, if I had started cello sooner, I may not have had the time to practice? Nia, your post has inspired me today.. now I want to travel to Norway and see the northern lights!!!
…. 🙂 I almost forgot to talk about recipes…. They are so delicious. So delicious. Thanks and Love, nia
Lol, you’re welcome!
Not just another pretty face…Wow! Vous etre une femme beaucoups tallentueux! 🙂
Merci beaucoup!
I’m currently taking French and I have an A-. You have said some very true things here. You never fail to make my day Smidge. 🙂 J’aime bien lire ton blog!
Wow, congratulations on the A-… you definitely have the knack… for French and for writing! Thanks! Not sure I’m going to get this right, but je suis un fan de la vôtre aussi!
wow, most of us are lucky, nay, blessed to be good at one thing…you are good at so many! look at what you can do!!! 🙂 terrific!!
I am blessed to be willing to try and have such awesome teachers… love these guys!
I love anything in pastry and i think .. that YOU are a Musician in THIS life and an artist and probably (deep down inside) Dreaming In French! c
Now, you are so clever turning this around, you are right, I am a musician in THIS life:) and boy, do I ever dream! Not sure if it’s in French, but that’s a story for another day;)
My love, you absolutely took my breath away with this post. I am so moved by your path of inspirations, by your perseverance in and through them, your clear genetic connections to the arts, and your amazingly diverse and deep talents in writing, cooking, painting, design, and (I look forward to hearing for myself sometime) your beloved cello playing. You are a great gift to the rest of us! Bless you for sharing your wealth of wisdom and art.
Thanks from the bottom (and top) of my heart, Kathryn… always you leave such beautiful uplifting and inspirational comments… I think you’re the perfect teacher, especially in writing and in your attitude towards life:) xo Barb
Hi Dear Barbara, I wanted to let you know I’ve given you the Reader Appreciation award.
http://photographyofnia.com/2011/12/15/what-a-nice-award/
Nia! Thanks so much! I think you are one of my most loyal readers/followers and should be rewarded for the kind and thoughtful comments you always leave… Bless you:) xoxo Barb
I do applaud your tenacity and perseverance – I take my hat off to you! Kudos!
🙂 Mandy
Thanks, Mandy… it is hard to ignore what people tell you, much easier the older I get;)
Loved this post! Just loved it!
You are soooo gorgeous! I smiled all the way through reading your post… so glad you pursued your passion, it’s not easy, and many people never go for it
Thanks Sally… hey, I know I’ve said it before, but I love your new photo.. it’s like a virtual “skype” when I type because you’re looking right at me:) With a big smile, as you say:)
I’ve admired your talents and now even more so now! Your baking, writing, painting, playing, photography….the list is endless on your gifted talents!! Always follow your dreams and stay away from those dream stealers! You are a gifted, beautiful woman!!
Such a wonderful story, thanks for sharing! You are just way too talented, my dear! Lovely photos, and that pastry looks divine. x
Thanks, Caroline.. you’re so much further ahead of me than when I was your age.. the things you can accomplish!! xo Smidge
Congratulations on finding the cello! I know exactly how you feel because when I took up the violin I fell in love with it instantly. When I tuck it under my chin I feel like I’m “home”. I wish you many, many years of joyful music making with your cello! 🙂
I didn’t know you played the violin… I think that’s been the gift of this post, so many bloggers are musicians as well, I just didn’t know… I love the violin… and you’re right, it just feels right:)
The violin inspired me to take up the viola and then the guitar, mandolin and piano. But the violin remains my old favourite. 🙂
Wow, that’s just incredible.. All of those instruments.. It must have been tough to decide on a favorite. I think they would all be so rewarding to be able to pick up and play (well, not pick up the piano, but you know what I mean;)
I often think that our “firsts” in life have a special place in our hearts. The comfort of the familiar maybe, or the host of memories of new experiences? It’s not always the case, but I think it often can be, and I think that was the case for me with a violin.
You are an inspiration! I have flirted with the French language for the better part of my adult life and look forward to resurrecting the relationship. Have a wonderful holiday.
I hope you do… I don’t know if I have time to work on my french, I would be thrilled if you did it for me:) And blogged in French! imagine!
I don’t speak French but I do try and play the violin. It usually sounds terrible but on the days when it doesn’t…. love it.
Keep doing it all Smidge, especially that pastry… perfect!
See.. like I said above… another musician, I love that! We could have a blogger’s orchestra, so much talent here:)
I, too, had a passion for everything French! I studied that language for about 5 year and loved it! I just recently made a tourtiere for the first time, and loved it! Love the idea of rolling it in a log!
That’s so great, can you write in French as well! I would love it if you blogged in a tiny bit of French, it would stretch my brain a bit:) Awesome that you made Tourtiere as well!
I simply LOVE this Tourtière, avec l’Amour recipe.. and I love the art you have displayed here as well. This is such an amazing post. I absolutely love this article.
Thanks so much, Kay, I love blogging for my kids.. and their kids some day, but it’s so nice if when it’s read by fellow bloggers like you:)
Congrats on becoming a cello player of clearly great ability. It is always a treat to be in a home where music is playing. I love those watercolours. What talent there is in your family. I love France too, ever since reading my children ‘Madeleine’ books. Sadly, I haven’t yet got to France but I have been to Tahiti – not a lot in common there but it is French speaking!
Great “Love Post” to the French!
You are right that we are never too old to follow our passions. Grandma Moses didn’t begin painting until she was in her seventies. Yet she became a renowned folk artist in the USA and she created more than 3600 works in three decades!
I commend you for turning a deaf ear to those who told you could not, when you knew you could.
There’s so much talent in your family ! Good on you for trying something new – there’s never a bad time to start, is there ?
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