♥
The cotton apron slips with comforting familiarity over her flaxen hair
and she firmly ties the strings in place.
Niggling doubts eddy through her mind as
she reaches down and tenderly lifts out her chipped mixing bowl.
Methodically, the golden butter is measured, scraped
and scooped in.
Followed by white sand sugar that she sweeps up, spills
and then levels.
It spills… along with every memory and hope
and dream that she has ever carefully measured into this recipe.
She draws in a deep breath, grasps the worn wooden spoon
and begins to slowly beat..
Every turn round the bowl, the rhythmic
thrum of her own heart.
She pauses…
and pushes back earnest wisps of her hair that have fallen,
hindering her gaze.
Then resolutely she cracks three sharp eggs but
their slippery contents elude her, tumbling down.
More beating of heart with spoon follows… and she frowns.
The soft, troweled flour bowls are laced with bitter cocoa
and the
sharp bite of vanilla suffuses the butter.
“Will the eggs and salt be enough to leaven the cake this time?”
she wonders.
Instinctively, intuitively, she reaches for a thick, tall glass of creamy, sweet milk
and pours it in…
and there is a transformation, as it blends betwixt butter and chalky flour.
“Will it be enough to temper this cake?”
…and she smiles to herself as she imagines it could.
With final tender folds of the cake batter, the ingredients begin to meld…
creating something altogether new.
A single muted tear of grace escapes… between lash and cheek it falls
adding a flavor unlike any other.
It will be that “something else”
they will ask her about when they take the first bite of her cake.
♥
A version of this cake has been in our family since my own mom’s high chair days of sticky Birthday Cake-Face. Short on time, we found a quick chocolate cake to get things going and then whipped up our family’s traditional icing.. I’m sure it has a “technical” name.. we just call it “Sea Foam Icing”. This is “The Birthday Cake” and we usually hide foil-wrapped coins in the middle. This cake is always made with love to celebrate the birth of someone very special in our lives..
The Birthday Cake with Sea Foam Icing
- 1 cup margarine, softened
- 1 3/4 cup white sugar
- 3 eggs
- 1 1/2 tsp vanilla extract
- 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
- 6 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder
- 1 1/2 tsp baking soda
- 1 tsp salt
- 1 1/2 cups whole milk
- 3/4 cup light brown sugar
- 3/4 cup white sugar
- 1/3 cup hot water
- 3 egg whites
- 1 tsp vanilla
- Preheat oven to 350° F. Grease two 9? round cake pans. Line with wax paper and grease and flour the pans.
- Sift together flour, cocoa, baking soda, and salt in a medium bowl.
- In a large mixing bowl fitted with a paddle, cream together the margarine and sugar until light yellow and fluffy. Beat in the eggs, one at a time. Beat in the vanilla.
- Beat in the flour mixture, alternating with the milk, mix just until incorporated.
- Pour batter evenly into the two prepared cake pans.
- Bake in the oven for 40-45 minutes or until a skewer inserted in the center comes out clean. Allow to cool somewhat then remove from pans, remove wax paper and place on wire rack to cool completely.
- Combine the first three ingredients in a medium saucepan and cook until a small amount poured into a cup of cold water makes long “threads”.
- Meanwhile, beat 3 egg whites until stiff peaks form.
- Keeping the mixer beating on a medium speed, add the hot syrup very slowly. Do not scrape down the sides of pan or bowl as this adds grainy crystals to the icing.
- Beat until stiff peaks form again and then beat in 1 tsp vanilla.
- Ice the cooled cake.
- 1 cup margarine, softened
- 1 3/4 cup white sugar
- 3 eggs
- 1 1/2 tsp vanilla extract
- 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
- 6 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder
- 1 1/2 tsp baking soda
- 1 tsp salt
- 1 1/2 cups whole milk
- 3/4 cup light brown sugar
- 3/4 cup white sugar
- 1/3 cup hot water
- 1 tsp vanilla
- Preheat oven to 350° F. Grease two 9? round cake pans. Line with wax paper and grease and flour the pans.
- Sift together flour, cocoa, baking soda, and salt in a medium bowl.
- In a large mixing bowl fitted with a paddle, cream together the margarine and sugar until light yellow and fluffy. Beat in the eggs, one at a time. Beat in the vanilla.
- Beat in the flour mixture, alternating with the milk, mix just until incorporated.
- Pour batter evenly into the two prepared cake pans.
- Bake in the oven for 40-45 minutes or until a skewer inserted in the center comes out clean. Allow to cool somewhat then remove from pans, remove wax paper and place on wire rack to cool completely.
- Combine the first three ingredients in a medium saucepan and cook until a small amount poured into a cup of cold water makes long “threads”.
- Meanwhile, beat 3 egg whites until stiff peaks form.
- Keeping the mixer beating on a medium speed, add the hot syrup very slowly. Do not scrape down the sides of pan or bowl as this adds grainy crystals to the icing.
- Beat until stiff peaks form again and then beat in 1 tsp vanilla.
- Ice the cooled cake.
This looks so amazing!!
Thanks, Rhoda:)
Smidge, I adored the mood you set, the word pictures you so lovingly crafted, the tender remembering, the fallen tear that spiced the cake. Just a beautiful beautiful post – and I don’t mean just a smidgen beautiful either! 😉 Loved this! And I don’t know of course what birth it is this cake celebrates, but wishing for you all much joy & happiness! xoxo, spree
Thanks sweet spree<3 Also thank you for your email.. I'll be replying today, crazzzy busy here! I loved your bread yesterday.. wishing I could have a slice for breakfast this morning.. maybe in french toast.. dreaming.. xo Smidge
Wonderful words and sprinkles makes everything more festive! Ah, the days of cake all over face and not caring. Happy Birthday to someone 🙂 Teri
Thanks, Teri.. it was a family friend:)
Is this your birthday month too?
Fabulous cake. I may have to make one for myself~ 🙂
Not me, whew… enough of those already! It is a friend of the family’s:) xo
Nice!
Hey I had written a long comment on my blog and then deleted it. I will email you in regards to follows!
Thanks, Susie:) I’ll be here! Lol…
Your sea foam icing is glistening. So beautiful. I want to give that version a try. Do you use light brown sugar? Take Care, BAM
It’s so easy.. just make sure you get the long threads… we use the lighter Golden Brown Sugar.. xo Smidge
What a beautiful post! Next time I make a cake I’m going to try the Sea Foam Icing! 🙂
It’s so easy.. And my favorite flavor, I think it’s the addition of brown sugar in it. xo
Oh! I didn’t want that story to end, Smidge! I want all my cookbooks to read like this post! *Sigh*
Beautiful words, gorgeous cake….I’m hooked.
xoxo
Me too.. I think I need to write short stories or something next.. But sometimes they don’t “end” either, do they;) xo
This was a perfect post, i adored the poem and your images but the icing for the cake was the Icing On The Cake! wonderful.. i must try that! c
Hahaha, definitely, it is the icing on the cake… xo
I can’t find your email address so you can email me at susielindau@gmail.com and I will get back to you later this morning!
Such a lovely cake and such beautiful icing..and of course the wonderful story! When you say one cup of butter – is that softened butter? Sorry, because it comes in 250g blocks here, just wondering how that works for measuring…excuse the Brit asking daft questions!
Softened for sure:) and you’re not asking a silly question!
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Thank you so much!
As always, thank you for the beautiful story-telling. The cake looks dreamy!
Thank you:)
Fabulous! Great post.
Thank you!!
A wonderful way to celebrate a birthday, and I adore the first photo with the purpe/blues of the hiacynths!
I just adore their fragrance and they certainly last a very long time as well, a great purchase!
Beautiful story and a beautiful cake, so delicate! 🙂
The nonpareils really made it so pretty!
I saw “cake” in the title of the email and before opening it, I got myself a fresh cup of coffee. When Smidge talks cake, I know I’m in for a treat. Once again, you didn’t disappoint. From the opening shot of the hyacinth, through the artful prose, and ending with what must be a delicious cake covered in rich frosting, this is another of a long series of beautiful posts you share with us. This cake, with the foil-wrapped coins, is truly special and must be a delight when served to children. Easy to see why it remains a family favorite. Thank you, Smidge, for sharing.
What a gorgeous cake, Barbara, I mean Smidge. The frosting is also quite intriguing, very nice recipe. And the photos are incredible they have a surreal quality to them.
Thanks, Eva.. I was going to a “dream” like quality here:)
I meant ethereal ;-).
I nominated you for a blogger award because your blog is beautiful and creative 🙂
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Thanks so much:)
That’s one cool cake! And the Sea Foam Icing looks fab. Would this combination work as cupcakes?
Absolutely.. in fact.. I might just have to try that!!
Beautiful poem, and beautiful cake. Fab photos, too! 🙂
p.s. I often burst into tears when I bake, too, but probably for totally different reasons.
Hahaha… you’re hilarious!!
Wow! It reads like a romantic novel…only this is about the love that the baker has for her cake and all the love that goes in it. Absolutely stunning hon! The photo’s are absolutely gorgeous! Thanks for sharing. It sounds and looks so yummy! 🙂
Thanks Sonel.. it was definitely written as a metaphor.. I’m glad you liked it:) xo
Sea foam icing is a wonderfully evocative name for a cake covering. The cake looks lovely.
I think it may be an old fashioned term for a meringue?? Nor sure… but, yes, it evokes the foam on top of the sea..
It’s a bit unlikely as a combo, but I’d love to have some of your whiskey paté from a few days ago, with a birthday cake chaser! Family recipes are a treat. And cakes with wrapped coins! Love that. Scottish? English? French heritage?
Hahaha.. That’s one way to do it.. As long as you have a “main” in between??
As always Smidge, a beautiful read and a beautiful recipe and photos.
🙂 Mandy
Thanks so much, Mandy!!
What a beautiful tradition my friend to have such a delicious cake in your family!
The sea foam icing is stunning 😀
Cheers
Choc Chip Uru
I love family recipes.. and it’s important to write them down for the next generation:)
I love this post! Such a sweet mix of tender nostalgia! I love your writing and can’t wait to try this cake! Thank you!
You’re so welcome! Thank you! xo
What a delicious looking cake. Great frosting recipe!
I love that frosting.. even on it’s own;)
What loveliness, your words and this beautiful and sentimental cake. Truly you transported me visually, seeing you …or her…in the kitchen with the emotions making this special cake evoked. So, so talented you are, Barbara Smidge!
Thanks Betsy.. It was emotional writing it actually.. Funny how that can happen. Xo Barbara Smidge:)
That is so beautifully written Smidge. I love the look of this cake and how wonderful to have a special family recipe that you pull out for special occasions. I like the idea of hiding gold coins between the layers. I make a similar icing called ‘Fluffy Frosting’ but it uses white sugar only. I’ll have to try your version xx
I’ll be it’s similar.. this icing can look a bit darker, but I used the lighter brown sugar for it:) xo
Pretty!
Thanks!
Wonderful! Our family birthday cake was always German Chocolate…from scratch. My mom still makes it – four layers of delicious!
I LOVE German Chocolate, you’d better blog about that one soon!!
I could do that!
Yay!
Hi Smidge! This is wonderful. The words, the cake and the pictures. Happy birthday to your friend. He/she must be so blessed for having a friend like you. Thanks for sharing this.
I love your header picture, most especially the dining table.
Thanks so much, janis!! xo
Happy birthday to your friend.
Simply Lovely, I love to read for you smidge. Stunning pictures too, love it….
Thanks so much xoxo
Beautiful intro for a wonderful cake! And the icing looks heavenly! I’ve been looking for a good go-to cake…the recipe I could depend on for all occasions. This may be it! I love to bake birthday cakes, but what I often do is switch recipes so regularly that I never work the “kinks” out of any little imperfections. I think this would be a cake worth sticking with and mastering the recipe. It just looks fabulous! Debra
I think we just crave it because we only make it on birthdays.. so it gets made over and over:) Thanks so much! xoxo
Wow. With this recipe I think every month I will have a birthday. This looks too good!
Hahaha.. I love this cake, but at this stage don’t wish for more birthday;)
On second thought.. yes I do look forward to each birthday.. the alternative is not so good;)
Oh Barbara.. you know how I feel about chocolate cake :). And every-time you make anything chocolate, I am always drool lol. I mean drool bad lol. This is another cake I can possibly make for my mothers birthday 🙂
Hahaha.. it is a pretty cake for a birthday, I’m sure your mom would like this one:) Thanks so much, Kay! xo
Your prose reminded me why I love to cook–it is the little bit of myself that gets lost in the process and mixed in every time. My recipes have been witness to the dancing and laughing, crying and sadness, the ingredients that bring the flavors full. Beautifully done, cake and all.
Your prose reminded me why I love to cook–each time I step in the kitchen a part of me in included in what I create. My recipes have witnessed dancing and laughter, crying and sadness, all mixed in, the secret ingredient that brings the flavor full. Beautifully done, from tying the apron to the ethereal frosting. Loved it.
Thanks so much, Judy, I feel this is how we bake and wanted to make it a metaphor… and sort of magical, if that makes sense? I’m so glad you loved it:) xo
Hi Smidge!
This is a lovely post, beautifully written and photographed 🙂
Thanks so much!! xo
What a great famiy recipe! And happy birthday to whomever’s special day it was. 🙂
Thanks, Courtney:)
I could picture my mother baking this cake as I read along. She never really used a recipe; I don’t know how she did it. But the chipped bowl, the old wooden spoon, her relaxed, casual manner brought back so many memories to me. So lovely Smidge. Your photos are beautiful 🙂
I’m glad it brought you some pleasant memories today:)
A cake like that would take away the sting of another birthday for me — and light up the face of a child! 🙂
Lol, no birthday stings is a good thing!
Beautiful post. Have you ever read, “The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake” ? Your writing reminds me of the best parts of this book. It’s a wonderful book for about 2/3 of the way and then the last 1/3 is really weird. The cake looks like it would be anyone’s perfect birthday cake. I know I would request it if you were making it…
I enjoyed that book.. But there is one that I adored and felt really expanded on this whole concept, “Like Water for Chocolate” Another one that goes along with this theme is “Chocolat”.. Where a village awakens to joy and sensuality through a little chocolate shop:) I highly recommend both..
Amazing! Picture perfect — those blue hyacinths and white cake. 😉
I knew you’d like those hyacinths;)
I blink and I seem to get so far behind on your lovely posts. Actually, it looks like I took a long nap. What can I say but that I am sorry that I have missed such lovely creations but especially your beautiful words.
No worries.. it is so difficult to flit about everyone’s blog and take a peek. I’m glad you’re here today:) xo
Love the photos, the thought, and the recipe! I love how simple the icing is too. I am bookmarking it for the future:]
How come the icing is so white if it has brown sugar in it? This mystifies me.
I used light brown sugar, I know when my mom has made this icing often in the past and has has come out a darker color.. But it didn’t for me, so it must be the light color of the sugar I used:)
This was a lovely post. The cake really looks wonderful. I know my family will enjoy it. Have a great day. Blessings…Mary
I love that this is a family birthday cake and the coins in the middle is such a fun idea! 🙂
As long as the kids look for them before eating their piece, lol!
It looks amazing. What a wonderful tradition. 🙂
Your photography looks wonderful. I always love a nice creamy icing!
Thanks:)
That looks almost too beautiful to eat !
I wish I’d had a slice.. it went over to my daughter’s boyfriend’s house!
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Hi, Barbara
You could have just added the links to this post – and reposted it with the new date – sometimes updating recipes brings a whole new audience, and you don’t lose your comments, either, if you are on wordpress…. but how you did it worked, too – and I am glad you did this as I have never heard of sea foam icing. Similar to 7 minute but with brown sugar etc. Love that – and it is so true. Birthday Cake is big here – and so different than anything in Europe.
🙂
V
Thanks for hangin in and staying with us!
XO
Lovely poem and post. Beautiful pictures also.
If I may just make a suggestion – for inexperienced bakers, you may want to list the three egg whites needed for the seafoam icing in the ingredients list. I always read through a recipe and the instructions, but some people might not. You wouldn’t want someone to start the recipe thinking they had enough eggs, then get to the instructions for the icing and realize they are short.
This post is a lovely delineation of a family tradition also. Thanks for posting it!
Yikes.. so glad you caught this! I have added them in:D Thanks so much!xx